Long Back, Once When I Went to Deep Jungle, I Find a Piece of Wooden Block, Some How I Thought To Take That Wooden Piece To Home.
Later The Combination of My Craft Skills And Imagination Helped Me to Convert That Wooden Piece Into A Beautiful Male Figure. A Wooden Doll Filled With Life.
I Loved It, He Is Handsome And Cute.
I Named Him Joe,
Actually, This Is The Story of Joe;
One Day When I Was Searching Joe, I Saw He Is Sitting On the River Bank Near Our Home; Looking Across The River.
I Went Near Him And Sat With Him and Asked “Joe, What Happen, What You Are Looking At?”
He Turned His Head Towards Me and Said, Master I Want A Cute Doll Like Her And He Pointed His Finger Across The River.
There I Saw a Young Man is Carrying His Infant Daughter Upon A Bicycle and Walking Pushing The Bicycle. The Young Man Is Talking and The Little Girl Is Laughing For His Every Single Word. I Can Able To See That From This Far.
I Looked At Joe And Pattered At His Head And Said, Okay, When Time Come I Get You One.
He Shook His Head Accepting My Answer and Then He Hold My Hands and Stood Up, Then Walked With Me To Home.
Years Left, Joe Also Became a Young Boy, He Lived Among Other Guys, As Normal, No One Know That He Is Wooden, But All Know That He is Little Bit Special or Abnormal. But As He Doesn’t Create Any Issues, No One Bothered Much About Him.
As He Grows, His Dream Also Started to Grow, I Always See The Picture of The Little Girl He Saw On That Day - On His Table. As He Grow, The Girl Also Started to Grow In The Picture He Draw.
I Know He Place the Picture On That Table For Me To See And Remember My Promise, But He Never Asked Me, Perhaps He Knows That I Know What Is Good For Him And At What Time. Poor Fellow!
One Day When I Walk With Joe To The Market Place I Asked Him “Why Your Girl In That Picture Got A Vague Face, Why Always Her Face Is Not Clear, Why Don’t You Draw A Clear Face To Her Instead Of Drawing a Blur, Faded Face?”
He Laughed At Me And Said, How I Know Master What Is Her Face, It Is You Decides How She Should Look Like, Body I Know Is Like Me; Wooden.
But Face I Don’t Know, But I Know You Give Her Best Face, Apt For Me. That Is Why I Don’t Draw A Clear Face For Her, Because I Don’t Know.
I Stunned For A Second And Thought, This Idiot Still Believes That I Will Keep My Promise And Give Him The Doll Once He Wished For.
I Changed The Topic And Started to Talk Some Other Things, But Night I Thought About His Idiotic Dream; I Was Confused, What To Do.
One Day Joe Came Towards Me Running And Frighten, He Said In A Crying Voice “Master Some Insects Are Coming Out From My Body, Am I Going To Die”
I Really Got Afraid, I Took Him To My Chamber And Checked His Wooden Body, I Saw Some Insects Carved His Wooden Body and Made A Hole Inside His Body At His Heart And It Is Destroying His Wooden Structure.
I Took Some Pesticides And Some Wooden Varnish To Fix It; Any How I Managed To Dis Infect His Body From Insects But The Hole Remained There.
I Said To Joe, Not To Worry, Everything Is Fixed And Also Gave Him An Additional Facility As A Hole In His Beautiful Loving Heart So That His Heart Can Able To See Others As He See With His Eyes.
He Looked Into His Body, Yes There Is a Small Hole Appeared In His Left Side. He Felt, Light And Air Passing Through That Hole. He Looked At Me And Laughed Then Said. Master This Is Beautiful, Thank Fully They Didn’t Succeeded In Building A Big Passage And He Hugged Me.
Years Passed, Now He Started To Annoying Me By Taking My Attention On The Pictures He Draw. He Also Shared The Promise I Gave To Him To My Friends Too.
People Also Started To Ask Me Why You Are Not Giving Him His Need. He Is Grownup Now He Too Need A Family.
Now I Become An Unworthy Father Before World.
When I Look At Him In Angry, He Smile At Me And Said, Master I Waited This Long, But You Don’t Care; Then What I Do? You Promised Me, Then You Have To Give Me My Doll.
In Angry I Said “I Made Your Doll And Let Her Live Like You In This People, Go And Find Her, You Will Get Her”
He Looked At Me And Asked, Why You Didn’t Tell Me About It, Else I Would Have Been Find And Bring Her Before You Earlier.
Then Thinking For A While, He Said, Oh You Want to Give Me A Surprise, Okay, I Definitely Find Her And Happily He Went to People, To Find Her.
I Felt So Angry And Decided That Let Him Wander To Find Her, Idiot; At Least That Much Time I Can Breath Peacefully.
At Night He Came Exhausted, But I Saw A Satisfaction On His Face, He Said, Tomorrow I Will Find The Doll You Hide Among People.
I Said, Okay, Go And Sleep And I Walked To My Room.
I Felt Sad For Cheating Him, Still I Thought, It is Okay, He Is Just a Wood. No Need To Worry Much About Him.
After Some Months, One Day Joe Came To Me And Forced Me To Come With Him To Market Place, He Pointed His Finger Towards A Girl And Asked Me, Is It She You Created?
I Smiled At Him and Said Nothing, Instead Walked Back to Home In Silence.
He Tried to Get A Confirmation or Answer From Me In Those Days, He Send Many Of My Friends To Get An Answer From Me. But I Kept Myself Silent.
One Day, Joe Went To Meet That Girl And Told Her That “Hi, I Am Looking For A Girl My Master Created For Me, She Is Special Like Me”. She Looked At Him and Said “I Am Special And Me Too Looking For A Special Doll For Me. But I Don’t Think It Is You.”
He Felt Sad, But Said Nothing And Turned Back And Said Silently At Heart, That Perhaps That Is Why Master Didn’t Tell Any, Because I Was Wrong, In Hurry I Find A Wrong Person.
Suddenly Joe Heard She Calling Him From Back.
He Turned, She Said, Let Me Think, Perhaps You May Be That Right Person, Don’t Know, I Get You Answer Later.
Joe Was Not Happy, Still Said Okay.
At Night, When I Reached Home, I Saw Joe Is Sitting Near The Front Door Waiting For Me.
I Smiled At Him. But He Didn’t Smile Back, Instead Asked Many Questions.
I Said, Wait, Let Me Enter Into House And Let Me Have A Shower And Then We Talk.
After Shower I Came Near Him And Asked What Happen?
He Told The Whole Story And Then Asked Me “Is She Build By You?”
I Asked Him, Do You Think So?
He Said “In Many Of Her Characters She Look Like Me, Your Pattern of Work Is There In Her, But Still I Am Not Convinced Fully, That Is Why I Ask You, I Should Not Make Mistake”
I Laughed And Said, I Am Going To Keep Silent, Let Me See How Destiny Decides In Your Case.
He Seemed Sad, But Didn’t Tell Anything, Instead Told Me That “I Trust You Fully And Blindly”.
Really It Made Me Little Bit Pain, Because I Know That I Am Making Him A Fool.
Next Day I Saw Him In Happy And Going To Market Place Early Morning Itself And Return Back Home Late, But I Saw a Happiness In His Face, He Smiled And Said Goodnight Master.
I Thought Perhaps It Is Destiny Decide For Him.
Days Passed, In Between Many Time He Come To Me And Shared His Experience With The Doll He Think Is Given By Me.
I Saw He Is Not Fully Happy With His New Doll, Once I Asked What Happen, Don’t Seems You Are Happy?
He Said, You Didn’t Confirm And Me Too Feels It Is Not The Doll I Am Looking For, But As I Didn’t Have Any Choice I Am Trying To Love That Doll And Trying To Be Satisfied With That Doll.
But In These Days, Many Times I Wakes Up Dreaming That The Doll Really You Created Comes To Me And Asking What She Do As I Own A Wrong Doll.
Joe, Looked At Me And Asked, Could You Please Confirm Master?
I Smiled At Him, Because I Don’t Know What Is The Reality.
I Said To Him, Everything Will Be Okay One Day, Don’t Worry.
That Day I Went To My Master, My God And Bend My Knee Before Him For My Creation.
After Some Months, One Day I Saw Joe In A Very Pathetic Status, He Seemed So Sad, But When He Saw Me He Tried to Give Me A Smile.
I Also Tumbled Seeing Him And Went Near Him And Asked What Happen?
He Said, Nothing Happen Master, Your Smile Was Right And My Bad Dreams.
I Shouted, Tell Me What Happen?
He Said, Yesterday, When I Chat With Her Sitting On A Table I Fell Off and Cloth Get Dirt, She Accompanied Me To Wash Room To Change My Cloth,
When I Get Rid Of My Cloth She Saw My Body Is Wooden And She Said Wow, She Said You Are Really Special. Then My Hole Got Her Attention, She Touched There And Asked Me What Is This, I Explained The Incident Happen On That Day By Insects and Your Help.
She Said Okay And Then Helped Me To Get A Good Cloth, Then We Talked As Usual,
Today, When I Went There I Didn’t Find Her, Later Afternoon I Find Her Coming With A Young Man, She Said, He Is Her Parent, I Said Hi To Him. Then She Took Me Alone To A Corner And Said, You Are Wooden And We Are Flesh. We Have Lots Of Dis Similarities, I Told You In The Beginning Itself That I Don’t Think I Am The Special Person You Are Looking For.
Other Than That When I Talk To My Parent Who Is A Carpenter, He Told Me That You Are Wooden And More Over, You Are A Damage Product, And As You Know, No Body Likes A Damaged Product.
For A Second I Didn’t Know What To Say, But Then I Realized That I Got Your Answer, Your Confirmation That That Is Not My Doll.
He Looked At Me And Hugged Me And Said, I Am Sorry Master, I Made A Mistake Finding The Wrong Doll, I Understood I Can’t Find The Doll You Created For Me Unless You Help Me.
Then He Went To His Room.
Days Passed, He Is Acting As Normal, Now A Day He Is Not Annoying Me Showing His Drawings, One Day I Asked Him, What Happen, Why You Don’t Ask Me About Your Drawings And About Your Doll.
He Smiled At Me And Said, I Trust You Fully, Now I Won’t Make Another Mistake.
I Really Got Into Trouble. Now What I Do, I Don’t Know.
It Has Been a Long Time He Visited The Market Place, I Asked Him To Join Me To Visit Market,
At First He Denied, Then He Came With Me,
We Roamed All Around The Market, But When I Reached a Corner Of Market, He Said, I Am Not Coming There.
I Asked Why? He Said, It is Her Place, I Terrible Feel Pain Inside When I Come To This Corner, Please Don’t Force Me To Go There.
I Laughed, You Love Her?
He Said, No I Don’t Love Her, I Was Always In A Confusion That “Is Her Your Creation Or Not”, But In Between, Somewhere I Started To Like Her, Some Of Her Characters And Attitudes.
I Didn’t Love Her Fully, But Somewhere I Loved Her, It Is True.
Telling This He Walked Back and Return To Home Without Waiting For Me.
When I Reached Home, I Said, I Am Sorry, It Was My Mistake.
He Said No Master, It Was My Mistake, I Didn’t Believe You, Trust You, Instead Tried To Go With My Stupid Decision And I Realized That Without You I Am Just Nothing.
So No Pain, No Regret, I Trust You Fully, Now Only You Decide And I Do.
He Came Near Me And Hugged Me.
Years Passed, Everything Changed, Now Joe is Not Just A Wooden Doll, But A Person, A Model Of Success And An International Organization, Which Interferes In Every Aspect Of Human Life, Society And System.
He Got Everything,
But I Know He Doesn’t Have Anything Other Than Me.
What A Wooden Structure Like Him Can Able To Do With All Those Stuffs Humans Use. He Don’t Need Any Of This.
I Know He Is Only Looking For His Doll And He Is Looking That Not In The World But In My Eyes.
Joe Is Coming,
He Smiled At Me And Came Near Me And Hugged Me,
And Said In My Ears “I Trust You Fully And Will Trust You Till I Get Destroyed Forever”
He Again Smiled At Me And Then Kissed At My Cheek, Then As Usual Left To Board His Aircraft, To Gain New Destination And To Earn New Highs Which Doesn’t Have Any Value In His Life!
