You Know What Is The Most Painful Moments Of Life?
It Is Not The Last Seconds Of Death, The Last Seconds Will Last For Only Few Seconds, Then It Will Fade Away From Us As It Never Even Existed.
The Most Painful Moment In Life Is When We Abandon Our Loved Ones For Their Good,
Sometimes Being With Us Only Give Them Sadness And Pain And Nothing Else, Then We Decide To Go Away From Them Beyond Their Reach.
Even Though Physically We Are Beyond Their Reach, We Realize Our Heart Never Left Them And Wander Around Them As A Lost Soul.
Perhaps They Will Forget Us In The Struggle Of Their Life, But It Is We The Idiots Didn't Able To Forget Them,
The More We Try To Forget, The More They Become Visible In Our Heart And In Our Every Breath.
Still We Will Be Happy Seeing That They Are Now Not Asking For Their Father And Can Able To Live Their Own.
Yes, They Almost Forget Me, Now They Don't Even Remember My Face,
Life Is Giving Me More Time To Live,
But I Don't Know Why I Need This Much Time,
Perhaps I Have To Cleanse Myself In This Pain Of Self Abandonment To Get Out From The Guilt Of Sins I Did Against Them, My Own.
I Know It Is Hell, Living In This Darkest Corner Of World, Still I Am Happy, Because I Am Not Hurting Anyone,
I Tried To Make Him Understand The Reality Of Life And His Need For This World,
But He Didn't Hear Me,
He Said, Ron - Life Is Not Important, The Reason For Our Existence Is Important;
With Out Reason, Life Is Just A Foolish Dream Which Never Achieves,
Just A Waste Of Time And Space.
I Said Nothing, After All He Is Mad,
He Can't Able To Understand Us,
And We Can't Able To Understand Him,
Because He Is Mad!
I Return From Him Thinking What I Lost There While Talking With That Mad; Perhaps My Time. Don't Know!
