For a Second It Felt So Painful, So Mercy Less, Agonizing,
For a Second He Didn't Able to Believe That it is a Truth; a Bloody Truth that "These Long Years He Lived in a Dream, a Fake Impossible Bloody Dream of His Own"
He Wished It Should Not Be The Truth Because He Invested His Twenty Two Long Years For a Dream; Wasted His Life, Career, Missions For Just a Dream Which Doesn't Even Exist. Oh God He Put His Two Hands Upon His Own Head With Great Agony and With Great Insult.
He Took a Deep Breath, Just Walked Here and There, Talked to People, Tried to Get Engaged and Tried to Convince Himself That "He Was Not Dreaming, it is Not the Fact, He Didn't Lost Anything, He is Not An Idiot, He is Not a Fool, He is Not a Stupid"
But In the End a Smile Came Into His Face. He Realized That "Truth Always Remains Truth, It Can't Be Changed, He Was Dreaming and That is the Bloody Fact"
He Understood That "The Learning, The Fights, The Preparation He Made, The Sacrifice and The Pain He Took, The Expectations and The Realizations He Aggregated Were Mere Foolishness of His Mind and It Doesn't Even Got a Value"
Yes, He Slept For Long Years and Lost Himself In a Beautiful Dream of His Own and Where He Build His Life and Expectations With That Dream.
But Someday Everything Has to Reach An End, Someday The Truth Has to Reveal Himself and When Time Reached The Alarm Started to Ring and He Arise From His Deep Sleep, Wiping His Eyes.
For a Second He Stunned, Then……………….
He Started to Realize the Fact, He Started to Understand The Reality that "Nothing Changed, Nothing Improved, Nothing Achieved, He is Just the Same Mystery, Who Doesn't Have Name, Who Doesn't Have Shape and Who Doesn't Have Existence"
Two Tears Came Out of His Eyes, Then…………..
He Smiled, Because He Realized and Accepted The Truth That He Can't Be Changed.
It is Easy to Look Others Life and Wish to Be Like Them But at the Same Time Others are Looking Towards Him and Wishing to Be Like Him.
It is Like "God Dreams to Be a Man and Man Dreams To Be Like a God". Yes Both are Just "Impossible".
Man Can't Be Perfect and God Can't Be Imperfect.
Some Dreams are Like This, In the End Only We Realize How Long We Wasted to Become Perfect or Imperfect.
He Smiled and Smiled; Thinking Wasting "This Long" From His Journey. He Looked Above, The Sun is Over Head, He Understood He Lost Almost Half Day In a Stupid Dream and Only Got Half Day Remain to Reach The Destination.
He Took a Deep Breath, Then He Jumped Over To His Horse and Driven Him Fast Like Fire, Like Wind Towards The Destination.
Let Us Hope He is Still Not Dreaming and This Time It is a Reality!
